Wanted to write something, badly needed to write down my feelings but somehow cannot. I guess it is too personal, so personal that i cannot bear the thought of others reading it. Reading is still fine, maybe. I am afraid they might analyze it in their own way and jump into conclusions. I really don't know. But the fact is, i couldn't write. But i want to write, to say things, out loud. But cannot. I have to wait. I have to and I will...I am sure i can.