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tagged by a friend...this seems impossible..coz my vocab is ahem!! neways lemme try!! abcd my way!

A for aam..thats mango!! the moment summer sets in, bong aunties n uncles go crazy abt aam!! i personally do not like it! eeoow!

B for baranda...he he! my own one..love it!!!!

C for case!! as in...a problem or smething..almost all of us use it.. 'sheki case!'

D for Durga Puja...the mother of all pujas!!!! or else DHUT!!!..that i frequently use!

E for examsss...hate it!!!!!

F for frocks..the ones that young girls wear...in pretty and cute shades..i loved them..ofcors now its not n option..will hv to wait for smetime! ;)

G for ganesha...cudnt help it..G is for my friend ganesha :D

H for hope, the world lives on it!

I for ilish maach.. dedicated to mommy!

J for jack of all trades master of none...i cud name a few but then y take the pain!

K for questions..wait wait read on... like.. ki keno kothai kobe?

L for love... :p..yes L for love..no two ways abt it!

M for mishtii...dedicated to dad!!!!

N for numerous...i like the word n its use in my life...clothes shoes bags ets...numerous :p

O for Ole babale for chubby kids!!!!!

P for privacy!!! for all the lovers occupying the park benches! [no puns intended]

Q for quest..unending quest

R for rani..thats my nick name..suits me so damn much! :p

S for silence..sometimes killing sometimes wanted

T for tags..these r fun! otherwise traffic jams....uff!

U for us..[ not u n me but me n my frnds!]

V for vanity.. in moderate proportions

W for warmth.. not the summer season..but from people!

X for X mas :p...cudnt write the first word that came to my mind!

Y for years..have seen 21 so far!

Z for zzzzzzzzz.....ghoom!!!

I tag all those who think this is fun!!

21

Whats with this age?? i have no idea...but somehow reaching 21 doesn't feel good at all. I had this strange idea that this is the supposed age when u know everything..finally!!But then I don't see it happening, just as it happened after i turned 18. I am not kidding at all..if neone gets that impression. Somehow reaching this age and this stage in my life, i get to realise that there are hundreds of things that i haven't done so far, or whatever i might have done, were all wrong. the pride that i always carry with myself sometimes get so badly hurt that everything feels dark n dead. Time and again i am compelled to feel like a lonely schoolgirl, afraid coz she didn't do her homework. I dont know why i will be writing the next sentence but i have to..if not here then where. i guess my greatest flaw is that i dont give myself the time to observe judge and then decide. Either i am believing blindly or m not believing at all. Somewhere between all this i feel like losing my individuality. And doing so i have let people down, made huge mistakes, did badly in exams..overall doing nothing for myself. This urge to derive permission before doing nething and everything is not working anymore. No has never stopped me from doing anything and i have this amazing life of my own that I wud never want to trade with neone.. all i need is to shed my inhibitions abt things..be open and let go..